gurrrr!

i am sooo upset today, and i really don't know why. maybe it is how conflicted i am. maybe it is stress. maybe it is total and utter confusion. or feeling completely lost. maybe it was my mom freaking out on me for no reason. or maybe it was my critique of my final project going super well. perhaps because i cannot tell whether i can't wait for this quarter to be over and go home or if i want this quarter to just last forever. perhaps it is because i am super angry at someone but don't even know why i care or even why i am mad for that matter. or maybe its just cause i left my sanity on the counter at home.
who knows.
i'm going to go be really upset and freak out now. cheerio, my deario.