ugh

you know, i really hate observing the cars in the shoreland parking lot after1 am. as i really dont like having verification that people are doing it on floors below me, i prefer it to just be kind of an assumed uncertainty. is that so wrong?
earlier i hissed at someone i know as they exited the elevator. i do not think they heard me. but the girl still in the elevator did. and we laughed and laughed. i did not know her though. so she probably thinks i have some issues.
i folded pieces of paper for over two hours. it was horrid. i have the worst headache i have ever had in my life.
work sucked. i called four people who were dead. one lady we had been calling for five years and she just kept having to tell us her husband was dead. why the HELL didnt she get taken off the list yet?? And then there was the fucking "i won't answer your questions until you answer mine" bastard. but i did well money wise, and that is really all that matters. (no.) i love the new hires. they cracked me up tonight.
my sosc paper is interesting. i understand it, and think it is decent. do you know what that means? C+ at best. this is why i am a fucking cova major. i hate this god damn core.

also
i haven't been this goofy from lack of sleep since my last all nighter spring quarter. i am the i dont want to sleep anymore, its more fun to be insane stage. oh my. fuck.

also
i hate swearing. i need to get my mouth washed out with soap.

and yes. it really is more and more disturbing everytime it is used.