"ashley, by any chance do you know what happened to my closet?"

so, i wrote my sosc paper rather quickly. but i have yet to productive since. i have sat in my room next to the christmas tree watching the family man since i got home from the reg. and eating pizza. mmmmm... pizza. tastes much better than yesterday when i was afraid of even one piece staying down.
oh dear, what a weekend. so much sleep. so much craziness. bdb is no more. i have failed the boven name. well, i think i have. i don't actually recall it, but there was evidence that would lead me to believe that. evidence and hearsay is about all i have to base about 5 hours of my life on friday night. so sad. however, that is why i am going home in less than a week, and will repair my body for winter quarter in which i will have someone to stop me from being an idiot. i have wondered how this quarter has gone as it has, as far as my nights out go, and i have come to teh conclusion that i have no idea what has caused me to have so many blank nights, when i only had one in all of last year. well, i suppose part of the reason for that is my complete lack of socialness winter and spring quarter, i rarely went out i guess. this quarter i do not know if there are more than 2 friday or saturday nights in which i have not gone out. so clearly i guess that explains it. i definitely will hopefully try and cut back on this lifestyle next quarter. but candace will aid in that of course. oh dear though, i dont have friday class, that could lead to great mischief. oh i miss my calm and happy life. i really do. i am still happy. just so far from calm and mellow and eventless it is absurd. meh, like my daddy says, it's just a phase.
i secured myself a job on mackinac island over the summer if i want it, this afternoon at work, how much does that rock my socks? a lot. oh first year parents, we got along well today.
i was going to become nocturnal with andrew, since i woke up at 6pm yesterday, but i decided not to. and went to bed around 4, and then i woke up at 10:30.

so i wrote this all like 3 hours ago. and have been talking to candace ever since. so it is outdated. an im also super happy. but i will post this for now, and perhaps share my happiness later.
that is all :)