*sigh*

what's wrong???

...i just don't get it.

always after the fact... why not during? its gonna be rough a life if i always keep this up.


today is just going to be one of those days i guess. maybe seeing our rental house prospect will be uplifting. or will it only remind me that i leave chicago in less than two weeks and i have yet to offically secure housing for june? or perhaps remind me that i have done a crappy job of looking for a job/internship for the summer to pay for my housing.

argh. i should just live in the reg all weekend and hide out. avoid all socialness.

wow, i havent said that in awhile, it was october 31 in fact. and oddly enough i think the same...

time to go paint.
*sigh*