5 am and counting

it is five and nothing has changed.

except for my realization that if i don't start sleeping at night i am going to get really screwed up or sick. in the last 7 nights i have gotten one night of decent sleep (5 hours on friday), and that was called passing out rather than sleep. last night i got about three, and the nights before friday i had anywhere from one half hour nap to 2 hours of sleep. can you get sick from this behavior? oy. i will skip class and take a nap before work tomorrow maybe.

also, i think i may be having anxiety attacks.

my eye is really killing me as i left my numbing drops at home. and i have been at the reg since 9 pm. that is 8 hours. SICK. this is my first experience of the all night a-level. it is creepy.

my lack of sleep and blind eye are really the least of my worries.