do you ever...

do you ever suddenly just realize several things in a row, and then just ask yourself "who the hell am i anymore?" well i did. and then i laughed for a really long time. i just realized how my life has basically no components that it had like 6 months to a year to 2 years ago. and that is odd. it is kind of refreshing i guess? i don't really know, but it seems ridiculous for me to have just now realized this. but i really did. meh. i just felt the need to document the fact that i really did like yell that question aloud, and it was kind of funny. because it really didn't need that type of drama. also, instead of "am i" i actually "is ashley" which is perhap swhy i found it so funny in the first place. that is all. for now. clearly.