thanks

"so are you and chris doing okay still, like are you still seeing each other and talking?"
"have you been living under a rock for the last four weeks, mom?"

...i suppose it is better than the less than informed mock people who have been living under rocks for four months now...

oh hum diddly dum. today was a good day. i did not go to polisci, as per my monday tradition. cova was lots of fun painting, and bio lab was excruciatingly early as always. i lounged around and then went for a run this afternoon. i have officially decided that i do not care how repulsively fat i get, just as long as i can still get up and go run 4 miles whenever i please. also, i also realized that running is sometimes just a big ego thing for me. it is like, how about i keep running longer just because i am capable? that is what i say to myself whenever i go as far as i was originally planning to go. it is like, what willl another mile really hurt? but i do not do it becuase i care about the calories or muscle gained, but purely just for the satisfaction that i can. i mean, and the fact that i totally love doing it, and it makes me the most level headed and calm as i can usually get in one day. today was no exception. except some songs were making me kind of emotional today, and so i would like sprint to those songs, and then that would make me really tired when i realized i was doing it, so it wa sliek sprint, jog, sprint, jog, and that gets to be hard on me. anyhow, i came home and showered. and then i put fancy clothes on for work. just for the hell of it. but it was worth it. oh it was. and then we got out of work an hour early!!!!!!! it was amazing, cause of course we will still get paid, as it wanst our fault we ran out of calling poools. so then i came home. and then negin was having a mock freak out (something all too familiar) and so i went over and talked and procrastinated with her. luckily by the time i had gotten there she had talked with mr. c. levi and she was doing much better, as she is having her responsibilty taken away as an attorney. so she is becoming a me. and my life is nice and easy. so she will be happy. however, sucks for someone on her team who is going to have to take her stuff over. but oh well. they will live. i am so very happy she does not feel the need to quit entirely, (although i am considering just that in a serious way... otherwise i just will never be able to let go i feel... and while i think it sucks for me and what i would be giving up just because of someone else, sometimes mental health and happiness is more important perhaps...)
also, this whole work an writing e-mail at work is resulting in extremely long emails. candace got a book on friday. andrew got a book tonight. i suppose i will just start a rotation. i mean, i guess when you just babble for four hours of real time clearly it is going to be long. oh me oh my. i met some really awesome new hirees at work tonight, i mean, i know i say that a lot, but like, really reallly awesome. also, one of my favorite parts of tonight was a comment to me in the call history box that said "person i talked to was too drunk to understand me or know whether or not the person lived there." and then there was my girl who went on about hating u of c and john ashcroft and everything the u of c breeds, etc.
oh my goodness, so it is over three hours later right now.oh my. what a night. this could be interesting. "study shots" may be a bad invention. nah. they were good haha.
i cannot reall y type anymore. so goodnight.