as close to normal as its gonna get...

it feels soo wonderful to have jon and candace back in the house... well, it just feels great to have everyone back really. it was a wonderful day, long, very long, but good. i just finished watching anchorman and then napoleon dynamite with the house... when i returnd to my computer napoleon dynamite had asked me to be his facebook friend... it was kind of strange. if anyone is thinking, "i hope she really doesnt think napoleon dynamite really is on the facebook," gs people. we called joe tonight. we talke dto his mom. we tried to get jon to ask for joe in spanish butu he didnt. it all worked out, but he wasnt home. lily didnt answer either.
classes tomorrow... yuck. only one though, and its painting, i suppose it can't possibly be all that painful. on the contrary, it should be quite the opposite.
every noticed how much more fun it is to listen to sad or melancholy music when you are really happy with yourself and life? and how happy and upbeat music is even more happy and smile-inducing? well, maybe its just me, but i certainly think so.
also, i may have talked more today than i talked all last quarter. sometimes i think i just like to know and test that i have the ability to speak.
oh joy.

"i always just kept saying, 'oh, it will be okay, it will changeand get better in time...' and then one day i realized time was passing but it wasn't changing anything, and it wasn't okay at all."