The Death of My Computer

Apparently, my computer had run it's lifespan as of about 3 am last night. and let me tell you, trying to fix a crashed computer at 3 am not entirely sober, is something no one shoudl ever try. unless maybe you are brad boven. Insert shoutout to my brother for fixing my computer as we speak here. It cannot start windows, at all, in any mode, at all. It is sad. It made this ticking sound, and BOOM. i said arrivaderci. So i here i sit at the shoreland computer lab, which i always find quite peaceful and pleasant anyway. It is kind of strange not having my computer in my room, it's like, what do i do if i am not eating or socializing? so that is why i am here. although i am eating simultaneously. so i guess that is not even true.
mock was good tonight. i like my witness, erica, she is very sweet. she reminds me a bit of myself, excpet for that whole sweet part.
also, i am wearing this sweater today. and this sweater, i have not worn in a very long time, so i say to myself when i pull the sweater out of the drawer... "i have not worn this since the end of november last year, clearly it has to have been washed since then! So i was like cool beans, i have a clean shirt to wear. So then i put it on. It has a stain on the front, and on teh sleeves. which is really funny considering when i last wore it, i must have been a slob that night. no, i think i actually remember droppping the food into my lap, and it was just once, so i suppose it wasnt too embarassing. Meh. what's new regardless. so teh point is that, i wore a sweater that i hadnt worn since november that has not been washed since november, and odds are, for many months before that as well. I am gross. no, it smelled good still. and it wasnt like i was really nervous and sweated a bunch the last time i wore it.
oh anyhow, nick came to the meeting tonight!!! it was wonderful to see him, and to have him ask such blunt questions in a room full of my team. he is most certainly on my list of favorite mockers, in fact, he is just on my list of favorite people in general. suman was sick though, which made me sad, i shoudl go visit her and she if she is feeling any better, that would be the nice thing to do, especially considering she is liek 6 floors away now. maybe i will do that.
i tabled for campusfood.com today. it was joyous. i love being an obnoxious reynolds club tabler, it is one of my favorite pastimes here at the u of c.
so there is this crazy guy in my house named Kai. and that is all.
i suppose i dont really have any left productive to say. i mean, there is no point to go up my room though, as it would just be me sitting there, distracting maddy. so perhaps i will babble on, maybe go for world record blog length, well, i am sure some of my blogs from the old blog would win. meh.
i was a very happy kid today. i was smiling everywhere, and all around pleasant. it was a very good change of pace and change of lifestyle. i just got to deal you know? maybe i should indeed learn from my experience, and folllow that solution, perhaps it really would be best. or maybe things will work out, and maybe i dont have to exile him out of my life. i mean, i can;t say that i would enjoy that, i tend to forget lately how much i enjoy his company and much he can make me laugh, and how much we used to be able to just talk and talk and talk... until we ran the restaurants out of water. so i feel it would be my loss if i chose to just forget him entirely, but who knows, mayeb more healthy in the long run, i mean, am i only going to build negative , harsh, and resentful feelings towards him throughout this time of us being so completely distant? I mean, i feel that that cannot help but be the outcome. I mean, there is already the building of that, but right now i would still be able to let go of all those feelings in an instant, but i doubt after awhile that it will be so easy, and then, what will be the point of having any type of even friendship if there is backlash? so you see, it is very circular, i always come back to the realization that i really should just take teh hard route, use my experience. But i am just so not ready to do that to myself... plus i just see him too often for it too not be even oober-harder than it would be if i didnt have to. yes, oober.
oh there i go again, being a babbling brook. too bad my name is not brook. then that would be a really awesome pun. well, i would think it was an awesome pun. but then again, i just like puns. so keep your pun-hating bitchself away from me. hahhaha. oh my, i was clearly joking.
i went grocery shopping. cheerios and honey cheerios are only a DOLLAR SIXTY NINE this week!!!! isnt that fucking insane? i mean, teh small box of cheerios usually costs five dollars there... but under two dollars!! i bought a box of each. mmmmmm. i also got some of my red raspberry soda, and cheese for maddy, since i used a lot of hers, but i accidently got cheddar instead of american, becaus ei thought she had bought cheddar, even though i would clearly prefer american, but she did indeed have american, so i messed up. i shoudl have gone with gut instinct. but who doesnt love cheddar, right?
wow, i can be so boring. AND THEN A MONSTER BIT ME!
whew, need to take a breather after that one.
alright. i am enjoying my hairdo this evening, it's amazinmg how the hairdos that take the shortest amount of time i think always look the best. who knew jabbing bobby pins in your head was like always a winning look? and always new, and littel different. a surprise indeed.
so the authors we have been reading for sosc are the greatest people ever. their writing really makes me laugh aloud. i am soooo glad i took mind. it is definitely the sosc for me.
yes, that rhymed.
i think i might find it in me to enjoy mock this year, like even the actual trial portion of it... isnt that awesome? to actually enjoy a round instead of wanting to puke or roll over and die of the ulcer in your stomach that you gave yourself form freaking out? i would certainly take that anyday. certainly indeed.
it is almost browniw time. and john and i have to make up the agenda for sundays house meeting. not to mention buy alcohol and other such related substances for my party.
oh joy.
maybe ill be connected to the world again at some point tomorrow.
until then.