oh stuffy and gloomy gym.

so i am sitting at work, and i am rather tired i have realized, the sunshine put me in such a great mood i had forgotten that i received very little sleep (by comparison) last night. In exchange for sleep i was accomplishing very little. In the end i managed to finish skimming the book that got me off track in the first place, but I didn't take in nearly as much as should have. Class went fine though, I simply didn't participate. Luckily he (the professor) made a bizarre comment that I didn't appreciate, which I have decided has turned me off of my "aspirations" with him. well, that and the wedding band. i wrote it down, but i don't have my notebook with me and i can't remember it. sadness. in my other class i participated more than ever. i am glad i picked this section, i really enjoyed his lectures last winter quarter, and he seems to be just as interesting in discussion. still out to lunch on the ta. or maybe he's just still out to lunch on life.

i am just plain ixcied for the weekend. i just have latin tomorrow morning, and i'm done with first week, thankfully. i already have catching up to do though... i might go downtown saturday? or something, i feel like getting out in the world... and next weekend i'll be in the great and exciting city of des moines, iowa, so i should probably get some excitement in.

i went to meijer yesterday and that was so glorious. it was a really nice and new meijer too, which was all the better. today i got my first ever sandwich from the university market, which are constantly being raved out to me, and it was indeed delicious. not to mention the sun was shining. it was warm. i was happy.

now i have no windows. and soon enough a weirdo will come join me. agh. i really dont care much for most strangers.

a month from saturday i'll be 21. that's kind of weird and grown upish.

i am too tired for anymore randomness. the end.

i've got a gal in kalamazoo!

i took the worst driver's license picture today. i am going to have to live with it for several years to come. i am an idiot. i look like i hate the world. my picture from when i turned 16 makes me look like th happiest go lucky teenager on earth. i fear my 21 year old picture shows my contempt and disdain for the world... which you know, i don't really think i have. i mean, i dislike a lot of people, but not really the world as a whole. i am just ginormously dissapointed with the world, its leaders, and most of its people. the look on my face is NOT dissapointed. it is disgust.


i was just called and asked, "you're not going to let your brother drive home are you?"
...as if i am downtown with them, as if i would have any control over it, as if i knew he shouldn't prior to the call. stupid kalamazoo and the need for driving places.

oh, and stupid basketball (not that it hasn't been fun to watch i guess).

i bet your ap us history teacher didnt have matching plaid flannel shirts waiting for you and your best friend when you went to visit him.

taste the rainbow...???

so creepy. and gross. seriously skittles, i love you too much to deal with this kind of advertising.

doubting miss texas would have heard this coming either...

mackinac island...

so i've decided to just screw TFA, and do what I want. I will be spending my summer on Mackinac Island, just as I have wanted to since I was a little girl

(well, techinically I was going to the OWN the island... but baby steps, baby steps...)

pictures from my last trip to the island...



Basically this means I am gong to be working a lot, doing not intellectually taxing things (designing store windows and working in a toy store) for less than a rich-girl's salary, on one of my favorite places on earth.

Oh, there's fudge and ice cream involved in that scenario too.





This is the ferry everyone will be taking when they come visit me :o)

sorry, but, ROAR.

there was a time and a place when i would put every thought and whim on this blog if i had time and felt like it.

i don't do that anymore.

pictures from last weekend:
saturday
http://share.shutterfly.com/action/welcome?sid=8AZM2LRu5aNWMm

friday
http://share.shutterfly.com/action/welcome?sid=8AZM2LRu5aNWMV

"effing"

[this is a visual aid for two weekends ago]

why am i so effing annoyed with people and life? i should be happy, classes are over! but i am just really annoyed with anything anyone has to say, ask, or do to me tonight. we had this nice mock team dinner (like everyone, not just laser) and i was just bored, or annoyed, or bored, or bored. bored in the sense that i came home and just felt dull. I think the highlight was liz and i's post-pizza purchase on our way home.

what is wrong with me? i feel so conflicted, but for NO reason.

i was really annoyed by myself this weekend as well. but my mom was here for some of it, which was clearly amazing. i love her. so much.

shit i just realized i need to go return the movies we rented before midnight tonight. nevermind on this blog.